So last night, Ben was talking to his dad on teh phone and his dad asked him something about the seriousness of our relationship and if we were going to get married etc, and his response was... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-02 11:12:40
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Ben got the job that he had been interviewing FOREVER.  He is going to be trained, and sponsored to pass the test to become a certified Financial Advisor!!  Absolutely amazing. ... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-06 16:11:31
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I have very vivid dreams, and I usually remember most of them nightly.  Ever since I was a child I have always had vivid dreams, and sometimes nightmares.  In college I became... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-07 13:04:01
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I feel like shit today.  I feel like an emotional piece of garbage. Last night we got into a big huge argument.  No calling names, or cheap shots, or anything like that, but it... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-11 14:41:59
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I kind of feel like Ben and slowly drifting away from each other.  Or atleast that he is slowly drifting away from me.  Since our argument/conversation it's just sort of been a little,... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-15 11:43:14
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So this weekend we actually hung out with someone other than ourselves, and other than the people that somewhat ditched us.  On Friday we went out to the bars with two other couples that... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-19 11:23:00
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I still feel down.  It's like my mind wants to mess with me.  I'm sitting here at work just like.... bumming.  I don't know if it's me just getting depressed again, or if I'm just... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-22 10:52:51
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Alright I'm not totally freaking out on myself anymore.  I'm still discouraged by my inability it seems to trust myself and not care what others think about me.. but oh well.  What... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-23 12:19:20
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Well the weekend started off really well, we went out to one of our favorite nice restaurants for a super nice seafood dinner to celebrate Ben's last day at his job.  It was fun, we had a... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-28 11:10:57
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This week has absolutely been terrible.  1.  My skin is falling off of my face in chunks due to my burn blisters. 2.  My administration is making extremely shady moves... Read More
Posted by: TheAlreadyJaded on 2008-05-30 11:44:43
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