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i couldn't resist it...i asked how she was feeling...was hurt the last week kind of bad...i had to ask...i have compassion...passion...anger...lust...hurt feelings...this, this makes me human...i had to ask her
she responded simply and ended with a question...we had a conversation...over text, yes...though it is 2007...but it was nice...friendly...it was nice to have that friend back...i was suprised that she responded at all...i sent it yesterday...but i would like to continue knowing her in thsi small small lesbian world in which we both live...i am okay now...i didn't feel weepy or saddened when i got the text...i felt as though i was conversing with an old friend...just where i wanted myself to be at this juncture
baby steps...i can only take baby steps to feeling emotionally okay...i am not faltering...emotions in check...feeling free once again...arranging my pieces...rearranging my pieces...doing what i need to make me happy...focusing on myself...my heart...my soul...i feel as though if i were to let go and fall backward...there would be hands there to catch me...break my fall...hold me up and remind me that i am amazing....not alone...just amazing on my own
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Posted by TeethInMyMouth on 2007-09-18 19:54:20 | Rating: | Views: 107
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