have you ever been i n a committed relationship and you divulge something so important and personal to this person...something that only few others know???  has this trust been taken and torn from your heart???  i told my last serious something that has bothered me since i was a teenager...something horrific and devastating...i told this to her in confifdence, love and comfort...this was ripped from me and called lies...questions and spread to her friends as if i had told her a funny joke...i cannot understand why some people in this world could care less about those they love so much...how you can love someone so much and immediatly call their life a lie and dismiss it because they are in such pain...disregaurding their actions as simple self-defense and shock...fuck that...that shows something in someones chracter...in their internal make-up...shows me yet another reason that i am happy to have left her...reminders like this have been hitting me on a daily basis...