I am so broke.. I really need a decent job. It's hard because I owe so much money and I'm getting hardly any. It's so tempting to go and sell my body, at least that way I'll be able to pay back my debts and still have some money left for everything else. How things are going at the moment - I'm totally struggling.
Things will be okay, I'm sure. I'm trying to stay optimistic. At least without friends to distract me I'll be able to get more done.
I've got an idea for my next tattoo, Just need to put it on paper.. then save the money to get it done. Ha! More money. My bank balance at the moment is -$154 I can't beleive it.. Something's got to change...
I'm taking the next step and going Vegan. Possibly for the wrong reasons, but it's all the same, really. I love animals, hate animal cruelty, all that.. and I figure being Vegan would help me lose excess weight. I havne't been feeling too good about myself lately.. and I'm sure it'll effect my working situation and self esteem if I don't do something to act upon it.
So, where to go from here? The next steps:
~Find a job (or two)
~Apply to study next year
~Keep active and practice Veganism