Anastasia from work wants me to have coffee with her next Friday. It's strange because she's so young. I guess it's good that she's trying to get to know me, but at the same time, I'm not sure we have much in common. I'll be glad to help her with advice or something, but I don't know what more I can give her. I think she really looks up to me as a role model. Which is nice. I'll help her grow up properly... I know I wish I had someone older to talk to when I was her age.

Nate is going to meet my parents on Sunday. He's been putting it off for ages. I think he's pretty nervous about it. But lately things have been so fantastic between us and we are so in love, I think he's really starting to realise the potential of the relationship. Which is really nice!! I love the idea of being with him for a long time. Sometimes I feel nervous when I think about how much I love him. It makes me nervous because it's such a strong feeling and the thought of losing him scares me incredibly.
The good thing about him meeting my parents is that I know they'll all get along. My sister will be there, and he's met her a few times, so if he gets weirded out by my dad then I'll be there with my sister and we'll get him grounded again. Ha ha.

Apparently dad has a walking stick because he hurt his back. It spun me out a bit, mostly because it made me realise how old mum and dad are getting. That scares me. I get scared thinking about them dying. It would feel so strange. I don't like the feeling at all. My parents are my rock. Without them, I don't know what I would do...

I was thinking earlier, I'd really like to organise a lunch or dinner with the people from work. To get to know them better and stuff. I like the thought of it, although, I really can't be bothered to organise it...

Oh my gosh, there is a really crappy movie on tv.. it's that.. football.. or news... ughhh... I wish I had something to do tonight. Eh. I have to work again tomorrow damn it. I feel like I've worked about 8 days in a row. It sucks.

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