Completely empty, I'm So dead inside.
Infected with apathy and I'm falling behind.
I cannot cry cuz my tears have run dry.
Do you notice me?
Are you pushing me away?
Now, Love makes my heart bleed (of apathy)

And without you, I am never putdown.
'Cause without you, I am never putdown.
Oh, the infection of my heart.
The infection of my heart.

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Standing on the edge of breaking down.
I feel like dying now.
And Every second, I feel the poison of guilt and shame
running through my veins.
Every breath I take, I suffocate
(holding back tears I cannot cry)
Again, and again, and It never ends!
Where did I go wrong?
I'm trying to stay strong, but you're not helping!
(You're nothing at all.)
Regretting nothing, but forgeting it all... }

'Cause without you, I am never putdown.
And without you, I am never putdown. 
Oh, the infection of my heart.
The infection of my heart.

In my tears, I once drowned.
And without you,
I wasn't pushed down.
I survived, and I'm still alive.
I'm not letting despair
Make me give way.

{chorus}

In my dreams, it seems I truly mean something to you.
But in the moment, what I feel isn't real.
And what fucking kills is to know it. (oh, make me ill)

And without you, I am never putdown.
'Cause without you, I am never putdown.
Oh, the infection of my heart.
The infection of my heart.

I'm still standing on the edge.
I think I've fallen already.

Broken down by a poison.
As my body gets colder.
It Slowly kills me now.
But I won't let you push me over.

It's just the guilt spreading now.

And without you, I am never putdown.
'Cause without you, I am never putdown.
Oh, the infection of my heart.
The infection of my heart.

{chorus}

You are the reason I am always like this.
You caused this pain to disperse like poison.

Regretting nothing, but forgetting it all...(never controlled)
Regretting nothing, but forgetting it all...(on to life, i will hold)

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By: Demi Perez