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Today I did something a bit stupid. I contacted my ex. Ok, so I do need him to email me some very important documents, but kind of inadvertantly, no, thats a lie, totally on purpose told him he was gonna pay for how he treated me.
I believe one of the texts read
" Do ur family kno ur gay yet?"
Well, i kind of lost it. But Im having his baby, and altho he isnt gay, I figured seeings as he totally does not care about me or the baby, and has moved nearly 200 miles away, he warranted it.
I am doingalot better, Ive got a new job, but no matter how much time passes I still cling to the hope someone will cherish me. Which they will, I know that, ah,, guess its gonna be me and a bottle(glass) if im in the family way, of red, and sighs into my pillow.
Speaking of pillows is there anything like being dumped to isturb ur sleep pattern? Its like3, 4 int he morn till i sleep, then im awakened at nine and feel like shit!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhh
Totally defies the tone of my previous blog doesnt it? All yeah, yeah, Im stronger, emphasising how well Im doing, but when you have a day like today where you dont keep busy its just so tempting to contact him.
Is that the answer? Just keep BUSY??
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Posted by TORN on 2007-08-17 13:55:26 | Rating: | Views: 86
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After 18 years of marriage my wife kicked me out. She married her boss a year later. I lost my 11 year old daughter, my home and my job. Still in retrospect she did me a favor.
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Posted by penumbra88
on 2007-08-17 14:05:11
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Ive been there, but you still seem young, and I always say "the best way to get over a man is to under a new one" it seem kind of slutish, but it works(stop thinking about him bc hes not worth it girl.)
You are a strong woman-let someone else see it.
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Posted by tinkerbell985
on 2007-08-17 21:01:04
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