I can believe its finally starting to happen...I have such a great memory and I rember alot of stuff, I know stuff back from when I was 2. And it's only been a year and five months and 18 days since my Grandma die and Im starting to forget her sweet voice. Why I can I rember her face, her clothes, and almost everything about her. But Im foget her voice when I can rember everything in the past. I haven't seen my Auntie in like 13 years but I rember her like I meet her only a couple days ago, and I rember voc. words from when I was in 1th grade though my eight grade words. Is it because I havn't heard about in year and five months and 18 days. But why do I rember stuff when I was 2. I just want her voice, why can't i rember it. Everyone else can rember it, why can't I. I want to rember her as much as I can. I though it would be easy to rember her. I guess I was wrong...I guess I have to forget her voice. Will it come to me like a forgotten idea and just dawn on me, or will it never hit me and I think I rember it but never really do. Why does forgetting have to happen. I love her and miss her. And hurts. I want to forget the pain not the memories. I pray it will come to me.