Okay here goes. I'm running out of excuses not to go see the person previously mentioned in my last blog. The date he's leaving changed from yesterday until the 11th! I don't know what to do with any of this!  I can't handle seeing him. I'm already too emotionally fucked up with out having to see him and be reminded of everything. I know it sounds bad but I wish he'd just go so I could deal with my own bullshit!
And then I have my stupid ex girl friend afriad I'm going to sleep with her old man! I haven't even talked to him since they've been back! Yes, I miss him! I haven't seen him in over a year and we use to be good frinds, but I haven't talked to him so she'll shut up! They have a child they need to worry qabout.. Yes, their sex life has went to hell, but that's what happens once you get married.. So she wants in my pants, he wanted in my pants back in the day. Good Goddess, I just want to be left alone, I don't want to have sex with anyone right now! I'm depressed and just trying to get my own head straight! So both of them need to get over themeslves  b4 I spazz!! So sick and tired of all of them all! I wish I didn't have emotions! I'm so tired of dealing with everything! Well, anyway I have to get back to  my mess of a life, but thanks for reading and have a great day!