OKay, today I feel like sht. Yesterday afternoon I fell and I think i twisted my ankle or something! Things just cannot get any worse! I'm sick and tired of dealing with everything and now this. I'm barely moving around and to even move my big toe sends ppain up my foot and lower of part of my calf. I'm tire of being in pain already. Yea, so what maybe I am a wuss but ithurts and it pisses me off when I have trouble doing simple things such as going through the house to go pee! I don't know how long I can take this and I'm sick of  ppl. Espeacially my roommate.. all she's worried about is guys and getting laid she's going to get an std, she's already been pregnant and miscarried so you would think she would give it up , but no Hell I don't even know if I believe she was really pregnant, I never seen test results either way. Annoying people she brings over ! I'm sick and tired of all of them ! Make them disappear or make me disappear! Or better yet just cut of my foot so it doesn't hurt any more! I 'm still having weird dreams and wish that I could just fade away from everything I know, every one I know.. I hate my life! I really do!  I can't even have my roommates mom look at my footand leg properly b/c I'm currently a cutter and have fresh cuts for two days ago.. Someone plz just shoot me. This is all too much for me to handle! Kill me dead I won't feel a thing.