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figured i'd just come on here and write and vent a little.
i have so many different types of friends and people in my lives. they all mean something to me. i feel for all of them and the things that go on in their lives! all i want to do is help them all, but i know there are times that i can't. that it's something that they have to do for themselves. all i can do is be a friend and be there for them when they need someone.
one of the tough things for me is to see someone continue to go back to something bad. it may not be all that bad but bad none the less. it's something that had some good moments and of course had some bad moments. in the long run, is it healthy for them? i don't think so, but it's up to them to see and judge for themselves. i can't see how they want to go back to someone who brought them down, and hurt them the way they did! i know they brought them happiness at some points but i don't get it. i know it's hard to let go!
when they hurt, i hurt! when they cry, i cry! whatever they feel and go through, i feel and go through! i may not feel everything they feel, but i feel enough that it hurts me. i want to do everything and anything to help them! i can only do what they want me to do though. i can only go as far as they will let me. i know that it's something they have to deal with and work through. i know it's not easy to let people in, but something you have to.
it's not easy for me to let people in. i always act strong and taken on alot. i try to deal with everything myself and don't want to ask for help. i have learned to ask for help when i can't do it anymore. i need to learn to ask sooner and not way for it to get too bad.
so anyways! i'll be there if you'll let me, but only if you let me. if you're not ready, i can't really do anything but to stand by your side. everybody is in your life for a reason. it could be for just one situation, and then poof their gone. BUT..that's what they were brought into your life for. then some people are brought into your life for a season. that their there for you during certain times of your life. to help you however their suppose to help you. the thing with that is, you have to be careful. sometimes, those people will get tired of being that certain something, and they may not be there anymore. then there are peole who are brought into your life for a life time. their there for you no matter what and will always be there. their someone you know who you can count on no matter what, through anything! don't forget about them, and make sure you let them know how much you appreciate them!
what i just wrote is just a rememberance of something i got a couple of times. talking about 3 types of people who come into your life and what their purpose is. i don't have it anymore and i remember most of it so i wrote as much as i could remember and added my little extras.
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