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Here I am at the bar wondering what's going on with S. I know she's bothered and I know it's something to do with me. I asked before I left if anything was wrong. Of course she said no. I can't read minds! I'm not a mind reader! Then again, I'm sure it's something that I repeatedly do and she's tired of telling me. Ya it happens! My friends tell me the same thing. Sorry if I have blonde moments! I think everyone does and is entitled to it. Kind of seems like our communication is going down again. Need to work on picking that back up. I miss us being able to just talk about random things and just talk about how we're feeling. I know she won't talk much if I get in my quiet moods. No bueno! I no likie!
Everyone is kind of wrapped into their own conversations. M is slowly starting to get buzzed! I know she's bummed because she wishes S was here just like me! Even B is asking where she is. Ok well it's hard to wrtie on my phone so I'll save this and finish later.
Here I am at S's house and I can't sleep. I dozed off but now I'm not sleepy. I have to get up soon to go to work for an hour or so but it's all good! Not the first time and I'm sure it won't be the last. S was a little mad at me and I know for 1 because I didn't say hi. It just felt a little weird between us once I came in tonight but that's no excuse. I shouldn't be rude and I should of said hi regardless! I know she has things on her mind and she tends to a lot. some of it she shares with me and the majority it's something she doesn't. I respect that! If she wants to share with me she will. I'm sure we'll talk about whatever things eventually. I need to distance myself a little from spending so much time with her. Don't get me wrong, I love spending time with her but I'm starting to get dependent on it a little too much. Like she told me already, she's going to have to let me go one day. Sad but that's her decision. I know she has other things, friends, and plans I'm sure she'd like to do and may find it hard to tell me. If she wants to hang out with me, I figure she'll make it known to me. So I hope!
She'll probably end up reading this now that she knows about it. I got nothing to hide! I should try and get some sleep now though. At least an hour should be good for me. Still not feeling too hot! It's more the drinks that I had then anything. I even ate my favorite soup. It was yummy! Anyways! I like to do this a lot, start writing and writing and there really isn't any sense to it. LOL! Enough with the chatting about nothing. I'm going to try and catch an hour of sleep. |
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Posted by SympatheticStargazer on 2008-04-16 06:01:23 | Rating: | Views: 33
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It's a female thing, I just didn't think we did it to each other. When a guy asks if something is wrong we normally say nothing, when everything is wrong, but we don't normally do it to other females. Weird
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Posted by southernsun
on 2008-04-16 07:33:12
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