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Things have been good between S and I. We had an issue arise and needless to say we talked it. I actually talked a lot i felt and I opened up a whole lot to her. She said some things that helped me understand a lot more about stuff I was wondering about. I'm sure this all sounds weird to you because you have no idea what I'm talking about. It's ok. I do and that's all that matters. More and more each day I find myself opening up more to S. We still haven't talked completely freely about anything and everything, but we're slowly starting to work on that I feel. It's been great! I still have hope on the 2 of us maybe one day becoming something more then what we are, BUT that's not what I'm pushing for. I'm looking more to become closer to her. To be a friend she can talk to about anything if she needed to just talk or vent. I feel that that in general, in the long run, will be best for us regardless how things turn out between us.

I talked to L today as well. He opened up my eyes to a few more things about myself and in general. I will take his advice when I am ready. He did make some very valid points, and I'm glad that he his completely honest even if he doesn't sugar coat things. S is lucky to have him around in her life, and he one that she should never let out!

Well I just wanted to write a little since I was actually at home and didn't want to work on my resume. Plus I haven't been on here in a while and wrote anything. I need to write some more poems. Now that has been a while. Nothing really flowing through me at the moment. Not like there great but they are nice on occassions.

Ok I'm going to go and start getting ready for my night.