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moving

so it's been a while since i've written. things have been a little busy i guess you can say. feels like there has been so much going on but then it feels it hasn't. so i've been on this high of wanting to move. i talked to a few of my friends about it and found some of them wanted to move too. so we just recently started the hunt for a place. lucky us found something. it's not great but it's not bad either. i think it's a good thing for now! i'm sure for the most part we won't have any problems being roommates.

as for me and this high of wanting move, i was getting crazy with it. rent here is too high. there was no way i could rent and possibly save up money like i wanted. i was looking at places not even in this state. i was considering moving up north. i looked at a few places and was even close to emailing/calling them to see how it could all work seeing how i wasn't in the same state. this is how bad i wanted to move. i still sort of feel like moving out state. theres a piece of me that totaly wants to do it. to just be spontanious and move. to take a chance like that and see where it takes me and leasd me. why i didn't do it i don't know! guess cuz i was a little scared too and we found a place so soon so it was an easy way out. for sure though, after this lease is up, i think i might just take the gamble and do it. i'm really convincing myself.

anyways! so this house is big yet small. lol! i know i'm not making sense. well as soon as i get picuters of it, i'll put it up and then maybe you'll understand a little better. well i just wanted to write a little since it's been a while and i can't really sleep right now. =)