Thoughts.com Blogs - Jumping...continued

So I talked to a few people today about this situation that accured with me and S and how I reacted and so on. A lot of them said they would of reacted the same way I did had they went off their first intuition. Then as we sat there thinking, we thought of other ways she could of meant what she said. Little too late but yeah! I talked to one of S's friends and he shed a different type of light on the subject. More along the lines of that she probably cried because what I said and how I reacted to what she said caught her off guard, and that was probably her intention to begin with. She just changed it because I completely called it and she didn't think I would. Some friends of mine told me I just need to tell her all I know and feel and leave the ball in her court basically. Easier said then done! I don't know what I'm going to do but I can't keep letting myself feel the way I do or get treated the way I do and let S think it's ok to do that. I'm not any person! I'm not someone she can treat like the others! Ok I must go since I'm at her house and we're suppose to be watching a movie. Write again soon!