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hungover
I know this is a random title for this entry, BUT I don't like my titles to always match with what I'm writing about. Anyways! So S told me last night that she's still in love with her X. I always had a feeling that she was. You can kind of tell by the way someone talks about the person. I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-08 21:29:39 | Rating:

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Let Go
How can you go back in a relationship that was looked at as a not so good relationship? That it was more bad then good. I understand that it was a long term relationship. I understand that you still have feelings and ultimately still love them. How can 2 people still feel so strong for......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-09 17:25:41 | Rating:

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What am I doing
Here I am at the bar wondering what's going on with S. I know she's bothered and I know it's something to do with me. I asked before I left if anything was wrong. Of course she said no. I can't read minds! I'm not a mind reader! Then again, I'm sure it's something that I repeatedly do and she's......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-16 06:01:23 | Rating:

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titles that don't fit entry....thats what i like
everyone is sleeping right now. at least i'm pretty sure everyone is sleeping. of course no me! here i am not tired and figured i'd come on here and write some thoughts down. i had to get up early to work for at least an hour in half until my boss came in since i called out sick. i'm......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-16 11:53:33 | Rating:

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Have Myself A Headache
saddness comes quick and not so easy to get rid of it's this feeling of dependency it's scarey that one can feel comfort in saddness hidden within only one can see it only one can feel it only one can truely understand it no one can understand you chose for it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-25 01:25:06 | Rating:

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spinning around
i told L i would write her a little something something. we do a lot of sharing with each other. she's like a little sister to me. i truely care for her and hope things work out for her soon. i will she will make the right decision when she needs to. can't always rush through things. muah!......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-25 18:52:57 | Rating:

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Time to Workout
i can not turn away whether my kindness is abused i am not perfect nor do i try to be call me foolish call me weak call me what you will so many emotions so many feelings flow through me each day too many to name too many to put into words i appear to be strong......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-25 20:00:27 | Rating:

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windows
so i went out tonight with I and some friends. met some new people and had a good time. i couldn't help but want to text S becuse i'm not going to lie, i missed her! i hate what is going on between us right now! i understand it is my fault, BUT i do not feel this whole thing is my fault. i......Read More