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It FINALLY hit me! Ok maybe not finally but I'm finally letting it sink in. I'm the type of person you'd want to have around in your life. I always have people talking to me, venting to me, asking me for advice. I'm not this knowledgeable person. I know I'm not! I've seen, heard, and experienced a lot of things in my life and I think this is why I'm a understanding person. I think that's why people find it easy to talk to me. People who are apart of my life, I let them know as much as I can how thankful I am. I appreciate them no matter how big or small they are in my life. My friends that I have let into my life, whether a little or a lot, tell me to be careful. What they mean is that since I'm a nice person and willing to help when I can, someone might come along and take advantage of me. Very true! I have had people do that to me. Depending on how, sometimes I just let it go. Sometimes I know it was the right thing to do and in the long run it'll come back to me when it's time. I'm a very patient person , BUT there are times that I'm not. Everyone is like that. No one is perfect! I have so many friends that I help and help, and that I'm there when they need someone. I put everyone else first before myself! Example, I was suppose to get a hair cut, and I got a call from a friend who need to vent. Of course I didn't get a hair cut and went to see the friend. I could of had them wait like 30 minutes and got a hair cut but I didn't. Figured it's just hair and I could get it cut later. No big deal! That's just an example, I know not a big one. Even when it comes down to money and buy things, I'll spoil everyone else but myself first. Don't get me wrong I do spoil myself, but not as much as I should. I like to make people happy however I can. It makes me feel happy to do something nice for them. I guess you can say I don't mind the simple things in life. So I'm kind of losing track of what my point of writing this was. LOL! My mind tends to wander and jump around! hehehehe.....
So I need to call the Recuriters offce sometime today. I also need to find my seperation paperwork. Hopefully all works out and they say that I can go back in if I want. If they say I can't it won't be the end of the world. I mean I'll be bummed because it's a choice I've been putting off for a while and I'll just feel like I wanted for the last minute. I mean I kind of did. Eh! Hopefully I'll have other options but I'm kind of set on going back in. I haven't really told anyone. I told 2 co-workers at work and they told me not to go in again. Eh! Well the day is slowly starting to fade away and I need to get off my butt and start my day. Hahahaha... I need to get S up as well. She's just being lazy because she can, AND that I haven't picked anything to do really. Ok I'm going now.
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