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I don't understand what is wrong with me. Nothing I do is right everything about me is wrong. Some days, I am so depressed I could kill myself. Suicide however is not the soloution... as much as I wante it to be, all it would do would be to prove them right. All I can do is sit on my fat ass and eat, Who am I to even think that someone would even care enough about me to read my blog posts? no one cares, I am nobody. I am worthless. I wish I could fix this, but I know I cannot. I am imperfect, always having to rely on what others believe and never on myself. I cannot even lose weight properly. I need to lose this weight before my graduation. I have 26 days to get to 65Kg. 12Kg to go. I do not know how I will manage. I should have been there by now, but I am such a failure that I cannot lose weight on a schedule properly. |
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Posted by Sydr on 2008-05-11 16:01:08 | Rating: | Views: 66
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