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My first entry.
Today i feel empty. like a decaying log. I can't take much more of this unrealist world. All my dreams seem to be unreachable by others around me. I sometimes wish i would have died. a long time ago. I feel soo unloved. My closest and dearest friend Corey, tells me that he does love me, and couldn't bare to lose me. I am stuck in this abbsy of hell. Wyoming is a hell whole and i can't stand it. It needs to be blown off the face of that planet.
I hate everything right now. Everyone as well. I can't stand ppl today. I'm on a short fuse. I am scared of myself. So scared. I hate it. I hate myself. I wish i was someone else.
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Posted by SweetDeath on 2007-11-18 11:47:14 | Rating: | Views: 91
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You are soul. Find that deeper place. It comes and goes, all of it. Ride the waves. It will get better. Expect it to. Make it so.
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Posted by dreamworld
on 2007-11-18 13:47:06
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Just hugs you, take each moment and dont torture yourself, but do try and confide your fears with others face to face, as well as penning them down poppet, okay?
just hold on
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-18 15:54:31
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Thanks.
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Posted by SweetDeath
on 2007-11-23 10:00:01
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