I'd like to first begin by saying this really isn't meant to attract perverts or convey that I am one. This is merely an experience I wish to write about because it has a lot of siginificance in my life right now. It should only be viewed by a mature reader, although I do not reccommend it to anyone who is easily offended by things of a sexual nature. I am putting myself out there and hoping to find someone who can feed back and relate to me.

I nearly had a threesome for the first time this weekend. Robert (my boyfriend of one year), Ashley (a close friend), and I were all in, but also too drunk to follow through when all was said and done. I've been trying to watch what I eat, so I didn't have a very full stomach once the festivities began. That, in combination with the hot tub, resulted in a very drunk Susie.

I think the whole experience was really strange. Having lost my virginity at a young age and experienced many sexual encounters that were less than ideal (way less), I kinda feel like my sexual growth was stunted. I had considered at a young age, maybe even as young as thirteen or fourteen, that I might be bisexual. I'd just never really had a sexual relationship with any females, so I didn't feel justified in saying it with certainty. It wasn't until Ashley asked me if I was into girls that I reconsidered. 

We sat in the hot tub outside while Robert played Guitar Hero III in the living room. She asked if I wanted to kiss her, and I did. We started kissing, and she asked to see my breasts. She was really turned on by the fact that my nipples were pierced, and she wanted to suck on them. I, of course, obliged, and as an added bonus, her hand eventually found its way into my swimsuit bottoms.

...I can't tell you how turned on or excited I was. We quit before things moved any further because we were waiting on Robert to join us. When Ashley asked over the phone earlier that evening if we wanted to have a threesome, I was really nervous. But as soon as Robert came out, I found myself taking control of the situation. Just when everyone started to take their clothes off, Ashley began throwing up over the side of the hot tub.It was fun while it lasted. Maybe things will go a little farther next time, if there is one. I can't begin to express how much this whole ordeal has inspired me to further explore my sexuality. For the first time in a long time, I've enjoyed the notion of sex. Thank God!