Argh. I hate it when I give someone the benefit of the doubt and they just completely fuck that up.
So the guy. That one guy. I met him last summer. He's got a distinguishable name so I'll just call him Jared. Jared seemed very awesome--hot, nice, easy to talk to. I got a huge crush on him, since I saw him regularly at a church function. I didn't see the harm in falling for him just a little bit, since he didn't seem like the type to hurt me.
We faded from each other, although he tried calling me and trying to get me to meet up with him at some festival in town. I said no because there's no way I was trusting my young self with a 20 year old...
Well I found myself wondering about him recently. Added him on a social networking site(basically the center of all things evil) and he immediately began bombarding me with the "hey cutie...I actually had liked you last summer...we should hang out sometime..."s along with other things that I can't exactly recall, but it was all charming and sweet, coming from a guy who I had thought could've cared less about me.
Talked to him for a grand total of 2 days and fashioned the naive idea that perhaps this guy genuinedly liked me. 
As opposed to the 50 other girls on his page who left him flirty comments and basically threw themselves at him. 
Last time we talked I told him I wasn't interested in hooking up because A) I'm a minor and B) I have a somewhat boyfriend. Haven't heard from him since.
>_<
I feel so stupid.
I feel used, even though I didn't like him that much. Because although I didn't fall that hard, I let myself believe those pathetic lies and I know that I am smarter than that. Or at least I should be. I fully knew he flirted shamelessly with all girls between 13 and 30 but still, my vanity got in the way.
I hate users.