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well today, was a good day - NOT- too many mistakes at work. Then I had
to hear my sister say [well from mom on the phone'] about our eating habits she was saying "She will get diabetis and i will have to take care of her " that also i had better be ready for when the groceries come...etc
I know I shouldn't care about what she says but sometimes it does
get to me. Does she care or NOT? I didn't say anything.
I usually should but- I can't get myself to.
I know they plan things for my niece's birthday without me they do that
EVERY year. I don't get invited but even when I am or was I felt I
didn't belong.
I have 2 sisters - one that lives across the street and has the
foot and mouth disease- she is the oldest and has the daughter niece-
I use to be VERY close to . Seems we've grown apart since she is
turning 20. on Sunday.
The other sister lives away down in Barre- and she is a SNob too.
SO you see- I don't feel I belong anywhere. -
I also have 2 older brothers I am not close to them .
I am the baby of the family - naturally - well not much of a baby lol
40 yrs old. THey are all older.
I don't think I am even a part of this family I must have been adopted.
or that's what it feels like. I doubt if anyone reads this, but its
ok to get this out . I don't mind writing this.
I wish I was someone else . Well that's all for now. Ta Ta--
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Posted by SuicideQueen on 2008-01-23 16:13:29 | Rating: | Views: 51
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