Today I had my blood draw for my physical next thurs.
Went so well better than at the other doctor place.
Was in out in few seconds.
 I only felt a prick and that was it. Way it should be!
anyway,is a nice day but very cold.
 I had some talk with my sister today. I am writing down
what she says so i can remember this.
  She is upset that mom doesn't treat dad very well.
Also upset that she gives her dirty looks when she
 helps dad. Well for one thing,mom and dad haven't
been good to each other for years . I mean this hasn't
started 2 weeks ago or when they each had
disabilites. She seems to forget that they were NOT
 on good terms since a looong time ago.
 I told her that there is a reason for her meanness and
why she treats him that way. I SEE why everyday.
 Hear it too. Would love to trade places with her and
show her what its like to live here.
 I have this feeling she wants us all to just commit suicide why did i bring that up? she mentioned it .
 Yes she was worried I might join them in commiting
 suicide- Wonder if she wants ME TO?
  I know i have depression and mom dad do too.
We get through the hard days.
   I think she wants us all dead to get the money and the house . . I am writing this down so I will know remember
 this conversation. They blame mom for being mean
 to dad well what about the other way around?
 Sometimes he can be nasty too. They DON'T see that.
   WEll gotta go get dinner we'll do more later.
 Suicide my a##...