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I've been blogging in WORD at work and saving it to My Documents. It sucks but we're pretty much blocked from every site imaginable. Though I can use a proxy to get around the blockage, I still can't blog or reply to emails.
What a rough few weeks! I won't bore me with the work stuff, I'll just add it later.
Right now, the fake island girl on my job is on probabtion for the 60 days and she got demoted. She accidently received an email with all of her wrongdoings from her coach that was also sent to HR. Island girl is hurt, crying...doesn't understand WHY someone would be pissed that she plays video games all day and goes on strike, refusing to do her job! DUH. I told her that watching her attitude would make or break the situation.
J and I got into BIG TIME!! He signed into one of those 'social networking' websites under an assumed name. He checked that he was looking to "date women" "meet friends" and such. He didn't check his marital status. I blew a fucking head gasket! I can't hold water! Ran into the bathroom while he showered, ranting like some mad woman!! I never told him what I knew or how. He thought I was upset because he saw a home video of me when I was like 19 or 20 and commented that I WAS HOTTTTTTTT. Oh, sure I'm beautiful now but I was like some giggly little girl with my eyes bigger than they are now.
We made up. I will watch the site to see what he is up to. He won't know. Oh well, call me sneaky. I don't trust anyone. NOPE. And I have to protect my ass. But darn, I can't help but love him. In the middle of the night, I took him in my mouth and then we made passionate love. Hard. Heavy. He must have said he loved me a thousand times. Humph, maybe he's just playing around on the computer...?? Well, I DON'T play THAT way.
Back to the hell hole tomorrow. I really want a break. Like just a relaxing weekend with a big ol' bed, fluffy pillows, dinner on a tray...yeah, I HAVE that at home but it's cluttered with kids and background noise! Give me a hotel. Five Star. |
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Posted by Sugarbear on 2008-01-29 23:22:45 | Rating: | Views: 36
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