Its been a long weekend and a long week even though it is just Wednesday night. I can't wait forĀ it to end.
My boyfriend spent the night Saturday night and we had a little fight because we kept annoying each other when we were trying to sleep. He ended up going to my brother's room (My family was out of town). Upset I brought my one dog Oscar to my room and fell asleep.
Sunday night on the phone my boyfriend revealed to me he was jealous of my dogs. He resented my relationship with them. He said that when they are with us my attention is averted to them making him feel ignored and unwanted. Whenever they try to be with us he usually kicks them out of the room.
He felt that I loved them more than I loved him, and it hurt. He said I lit up "more" when they were in the room vs. just the two of us. I explained to him that my relationship with my dogs is nothing like my relationship with him and that the dogs have been a part of my life for 10 and 4 years.
My boyfriend never grew up with animals and his past girlfriends who had pets didn't interact. Mine are with us all the time. I can only hope he will except them one day.
That crisis averted I was given an assignment to interview a local woman that was selected for a makeover on Regis and Kelly. I spent all day Tuesday trying to get in touch with her, with no luck. I felt as if I wasted a whole day waiting, which made me really frustrated. I got in touch with her today and was finally able to get the article done and sent in.
I feel so worn and I'm done.
Strider