I START 2 CONTEMPLATE
AS SOON AS IM AWAKE
QUESTIONING MY FATE
WUZ MY LIFE A MISTAKE

WHAT TRIALZ AWAIT
WUZ I FUCKED FROM THA GATE
DESTINED 2 BE ANOTHER INMATE
PROPERTY OF THA STATE

I GOT SO MUCH H8TE
THAT IM UNABLE 2 SEDATE
MOTHAFUCKERZ INSTIGATE
AND I FUCKIN RETALIATE

IM GONNA FUCKIN BREAK
MY LIFE IS AT STAKE
FUCK CENTRAL INTAKE
WHAT WILL IT TAKE

THA THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
FILL ME WITH DREAD
AM I BETTER OFF DEAD
I DON WANNA GET OUTTA BED

NOT WITHOUT 40 OR 50
THAT I CANT EXPLAIN
AND THAT DON EVEN NUMB MY PAIN
MY LIFESTYLE HAZ GONE WAY BEYOND INSANE