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I feel so stupid right now, how could I even think that we could work things out. Now yesterday I stated that I was going to call him and try and arrange time with, which is stupid for me to have to, but I wanted to see him, but you know what happened when I called, no answer; the phone was off. Who has their phone off in the middle in the afternoon. You do not want to know how I feel right now, I feel, hurt, angry, and stupid. When I called him and I found out that the phone was off, I felt this lump form in my throat and I felt my heart just sink to the bottom of my stomach; the first thing that popped in my head was did he leave again and not tell me. All I know is I felt like I wanted to cry, but something in me would allow me. I don't want ever be at that point in my life where I feel so much hurt that I want to just curl up and die. I know when he first left I kept telling myself that I was okay, until it really hit me and I sat up crying and hoping that I would never feel so neglected and hurt. Well here I am again feeling alittle hurt and down and just hoping that when I try and call again that he will actually answer. Well TTyL.
♥ Camille
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Posted by Stickyicky on 2007-12-11 12:42:40 | Rating: | Views: 94
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Maybe he had a meeting or something and had to turn his phone off, or maybe his phone died. Don't get too down, everything works itself out in its own time.
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Posted by shannatucker
on 2007-12-11 12:47:28
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Hope he picks up the phone next time. Do something fun to make yourself happy for the time being. When I'm feeling bad I eat anything I want to eat. Just a suggestion.
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Posted by SubTomato
on 2007-12-11 12:47:54
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Don't worry too much, i doubt he's avoiding you or anything.
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Posted by Shallow
on 2007-12-11 20:29:28
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awww hun dont worry, itll work out. I just hope that I could say that about my situation, yeah i wrote about it in my last blog, maybe you can give me some advice
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Posted by stwberyncream2go
on 2007-12-12 00:00:35
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