Okay so my nephew is sick and I think I'm coming down with what he has, cause yesterday my throat started to become really irratated as well as a little soar. It's alittle worse today, but nothing I can't handle. LOL.
Well today I'm working on things for the winter ans summer youth retreat. I need activities, such as; crafts, games, and basically different workshops. They have to be educational, as well as fun. The theme for the winter retreat is Transiberia. Yeah I know crazy right. Well what is even crazier is the fact that I can't come up with anything for it. Now keep in mind the witer retreat is only like 3 days, so it doesn't have to be extravagent just entertaining enough to pass the days. Also keep in mind that everybody attending this is between the age of 14-21. So if you have any ideas I open to suggestions. For the summer retreat the theme is Greek Explosion. For this one we definately want to do a toga party, but I also need more considering this is like a 4 day thing.
I'm also going to go and try and sign up for class, let's hope I can log into my student account, cause the last couple of times I've tried it wouldn't let me, so let's hope it works this time.
I also wanted to try and do some more decorating of my room. I wanted to move more of the furnuture around and what not. My room is like the biggest in the house. My room has 2 beds, a couch tv, with a small tv stand, game shelf, 1/2 bathroom, a small walk in closet(that is a little messy), couch, dresser, desk, and a bunch of other little stuff in between. I think by now you can tell I have a farely large room.LoL.
Oh yeah before I go; do you know what I was thinking about yesterday? Well I was watching Pretty Women w/ Julia Roberts (one of my all time fav. movies), well in the movie she says how she dreamed she was princess and that some white knight would come rescue her. I was thinking, like why can't life be like that, not like a fairytale, cause most of those stories is set in the renissance and every knows that era was filled with alot of diseases.LoL. But more on the principle aspect. You know, some guy comes along and in a sense saves you/ completes you. Yes in real life this does tend to happen, but rarely. With me it doesn't happen. I've had atleast 5 guys enter my life. The first one which was a buy named "GC" (I use initials for other people's privacy sake), but yeah with him it wasn't even a real realationship, I mean we fooled around alot, never actual sex, but I mean things did tend to get intense, but it wasn't real. The 2nd guy name "CD" well I didn't really like him like him, but I did give it a chance and it just wasn't there and with both of them I've never actually gone out with them just kind of tested the waters alittle. With the 3rd guy it ended quicker then it started. We went on one date as friends, which ended with us considering being more then that, as well as kissing, which I was shocked that, that even happened, cause the date was for us just to get together and catch up with each other since we haven't seen much of each other in school, well by the time he took me home he asked for a good night kiss, and well yeah went on from there. Now the 4th guy was friend named "J" (which I've mentioned in previous blogs) and I thought was, so incrediable. He's just so sweet, cute, and just what i'm looking for. For some reason we can't get past friends, IDK if it's cause he don't like me, or there's other obstacles, but yeah we've never moved off being friends. Now the 5th guy is the only guy i've ever actuallyy officially dated and really liked besides "J". The 5th guy is also my ex that I mentioned in a previous blog.
IDK I was thinking about it last night and I started to get this sinking feeling in my heart kind of, cause I was starting miss talking to "J" and my ex. Even though things didn't quite work out with the two them, I still like there prescence. It's like even though I wasn't hooked up with "J" I still liked his presence and with my ex it's like even though we aren't together, I would still like to have his presence around as well. I know it's not going to be the same, but I would still like it. I know I don't want there presence for that male figure in my life cause my dad is still kind of active in my life, as well as my brother. I just like the way I feel when I'm around them. Well Idk maybe I'm crazy and sorry about this blog being so long. TTyL.
♥ Camille
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