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Shitty!!

Okay so my life right now is like nothing but a pile of shit! Nothing is going right and everythings a mess. I have so much on my plate that I'm stressed out and sick. I've had a cold a sinus cold and last night I had the pleasure of a stomach virus and a brutal migrane from my sinus cold.

Let's beging with the fact that my mom is being a complete ass and treating me like a step-child. Which is actually kind of typical of her, but she's also treating me like a fucking kid that I'm not. I'm the constant checking up on me, the retarted rhetorical questions, the constant self attitude and who knows what else. She's always raising her voice and cussing about something and it's usually over something stupid. Like she claimed that my sort of huff and puff in the car when I picked up a cd was a form of an attitude she " threaten" to take me back to the house and crap. I only huffed and puffed cause I thought it was messed up that a disk someone else had lent her was on the floor and had stuff on the back of it. Mind you ladies and gents that I didn't do it loud and forcefully, more like a ho-hum effect.

On to the other list of crap I have on my plate

~ Studying for Spanish- which is estudio para de espanol in spanish (^_^)v
~ Studying for Psych- which I've already missed 3 assignments and a test
~ Studying/ Preparing for my ambassdor test- which I haven't really begun to do
~ Trying to get everybody reigned in for the ambassdors contest
~ And just a load of other shit

Now the other crap that's bugging me is the fact that I have no insurance right now, cause my mom failed to heed the letter that was sent by her job stating they need confirmation that I am currently enrolled in school to stay on her insurance. Which I can't figure out why I've been so sick, so that insurance would have came in handy right now to go see a doctor, even though some days worst than others like last night. I don't know why my health is so bad lately, I mean I definately know I'm a bit depressed, that one is a natural given, but I think all the stress of everything is really taking my health down.

Oh and about my last blog basically I sent him home as excited/horny as he came over here and we haven't been talking since. He really didn't know what to consider us and didn't really offer anything, so I sent him home.

Well I'm off to figure some things out. TTyL. Much love and support from those who read would be greatly appreciated.