Once here, Now gone
Once here and now gone
Is the friendship that I held once dear
The world seems to be at a lost to me
Now that I don’t hear your once pleasant laugh
I go day by day
Night by Night
On the thought that letting you go
On your journeys flight
Would one day bring you back
To me in the on a stale winter’s night
Once here and now gone
Such hurtful things did I once say
Only to say what my heart could not face
One day you’d look at me and see
That our friendship would soon be buried deep
Never did I think that those words would choke me
As the noose on my once fore fathers before me
I had hoped that those words would scare you to see
The truth that lie in front of thee
I wanted to save you as the super girl I love to be
I wanted to save you from falling so deep
I also hoped that lie’s I told would never scar you
So profoundly
But in my attempts to save someone I thought was drowning
Actually hurt me in the end
I never knew how much this empty feeling would take
My heart
And drown my soul and all
Once here and now gone is
The Friendship I held once dear
I wrote this in a sort of response to what my former friend wrote. I wrote about it in a previous blog, but yeah unfortunetaly I have to write about my everyday another time. TTyL.
