Okay, so yeah not much going on, easter was cool, I ate dinner at my grandmothers like usual and we played cards of course.

Buy yeah I wrote a couple of poems, thought I would throw it on here to see what my readers think and I was going to throw some music in here to so I hope you enjoy. Oh and just to let you know the poems are a little on the dark side so if your not into that then I wouldn't suggest reading it; at least I gave you fair warning.

Kay none of the poems have title yet so yea

Poem 1
I want to cut my wrist and let it bleed
Cut it so deep
I don’t want this blood to stop poring
Flow from and unto the sea
I want to release all this pain and emptiness that feeds on me
First drop hit’s the floor
Plop
And then another scarlet drop
With each drop I feel me slipping away
My tears surge quick and profound
There’s a third and fourth drop falling to the ground
Never did I think my life was no more
I’m sitting here drowning in a sorrow so great
Oh will somebody came and save me from what I’ve done
I can’t patch an empty heart that has come undone
My body lays limp
I feel my lungs fill with it’s last breath
Is this how life’s suppose to end
Cold and alone without a love
My eyes close as they begin to feel heavy
I slip into a state of bliss
Oh wait what is this
I feel sweet arms wrap around me
I hear a voice saying it’ll be okay




Poem 2

This life slips away
Like lost time that can’t be replaced
I’m so lost and confused in this daring world
Everything escapes me like un grasping hands
Some days this world just won’t take me
I think I’ll let it take me
To swallow me whole with no escaping
On those days of lost on confusion
I just want to take a bullet and put in through
Put it through this raging skull of mine
Out my misery of pain and suffering
I can’t stop this precious frown that covers my face
I can’t stop these thoughts of chaos and dismay
Take me out cause I don’t belong
This world where I fell fragile and alone


Poem 3
Dear Ana,

Dear Ana take me away
Take me to where you find solemn and grace
Erase away this body of disgrace
Take away this fat and make me thin as lace
Purge from me this dreadful imagery
I want you to be the guiding light of beauty
Now take my hand and show me the way
Show me where to find your solemn and grace
Help me to achieve a body to please me
Be my friend
Be here in this time of need
To help rid me of this outer meat
Help
Give me a look of pelt and bones
Oh please be friend to me
I want true thin splendor

Yeah so leve me some comments and tell me what you think, even if you don't like it let me know I like feed back. TTyL