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Okay so yesterday my day was cool, my mom and uncle manage to fix the drain in the shower, which is so great cause I needed a shower. so after taking my shower I lounged aroung in my big tee.
I think the only sour moment yesterday is when my mom tried ot yell at me about something stupid, but other than that everything was cool. Oh my nephew wasn't feeling to well, he wasn't his normal playful self he just wanted to lay down, and when he did that he seemed like he couldn't get comfortable, and he had a little fever. Things like that is kind of scary cause he's 20 months, so he can really sick.
I think the real interesting news yesterday was my ex sent me message yesterday. Yeah crazy right. Well he sent me message saying he was back for a short visit from the air force with his family and he wanted to say hi and to she how I was doing. As much as I am still alittle mad at how we ended, which I should probally tell you that story so you know how we ended.
Okay the thing is he was in his senior year and of course I had already graduated, but yeah well he decided to join the air force after high school, which I totally didn't have a problem with, me being a military brat and seeing how much the military can offer I thought it was great, plus I LOVE a guy in uniform, but that's beside the point , the point is he had trouble telling me this and breaking it off untill he was able to return for good he like completely shut me out. He wouldn't except phone calls or my messages, so when I was about to say foreget it, I foregot we had a mutual friend, so I had her call him, to see what was going on, and yep that's when I found out about him going, and how he didn't know how to tell me and what not, so yeah that's how we ended, which is bad cause I'm the kind of person that will remain friends with you or whatever as long as we didn't part or end on bad terms, or in a bad way. That's just the kind of person I am.
I think life's to short to sweat the little stuff. Well yeah anyway he's back and him being back is kind of drumming up old feelings for me. I liked the way I felt when I was with him. I've only experienced that feeling with one other person and that person till this day is a crush and friend of mine. With him I feel happy and just idk myself. I feel like I can talk to him about anything, but it's like when I do it's not like we're best friends it's different.It's like I can talk to him as a friend, but I can also be his lover. Plus he made me feel special. He was happy the way I was. He liked that I wasn't the average girl; I didn't get my nails done, I didn't always get my hair done, I'm not skinny, and it wasn't like I was drop dead gorgeous. I was happy with him as well, he wasn't the cutest thing, but he had a great personality, he was smart, funny, and had a BODY. LoL. We we're both happy to be us. We use to go to the movies and cuddle and hold hands. Yeah him back definately is drumming up old feelings. Look at how much I rambled on about him. LoL.
Before I stop I just wanted to say THANKS to everybody who commented yesterday. I trully do think that, that is teribble thing.
Well TTyL
♥ Camille
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Posted by Stickyicky on 2007-11-29 11:51:40 | Rating: | Views: 80
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Sure, no prob. Personally I'd never get a wii. I love games but I'm picky, zelda's the only Wii game I'd like. What about you?
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Posted by BlackHat
on 2007-11-29 16:20:38
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