So went to the party last night, which was so much fun. I was a little disappointed at the fact that two of my ex-friends was there, but hey I didn't care I was there just trying to have a good time. The whole crew was there, minus a few people and adding two new ones. I was trying to get my other two friends to come out, but one had to work in the morning and the other went somewhere else, but it was cool. I trid to get "T" to come, but he didn't which sucked, cause I was so gone last night. After having almost a 1/3 of a bottle of vodka straight, a shot of 151, wich burned a little on the way down, but I took it straight with no chaser, and then a game of beer pong, which I lost in, I like two seconds from being really wasted. Me being like that I was liable to do anything with "T" so I don't know really if it was good thing or a bad thing he wasn't here. I mean I wouldn't mind if he took advantage of me, I mean I was planning on him being my first anyway and not only that I mean with me tipsy it would take the edge off of being nerves about sleeping with him. Besides I'm not one for regreting stuff.
Regreting is something I don't do to well considering I think it's kind of stupid. I mean if you spend most of your time regreting about the past and not paying any attention to present then your going to lose out and not only that I mean it's your life and your the author and your not writing in pencil, your writing in pen so that means you can't go back and erase you just have to go for it and write and not be regretable, cause there is no way to change the past. Well thats it for now, cause i'm tired of rambling, i'm tired in general, and I've got a slight headace, so TTyL.
♥ Camille
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