Okay so today my aunt's foster kids left to return to there mother, which was kind of sad, but I've kind of gotten use to it, so it wasn't that bad, it's just something that happens and I just have to be understanding.
So not only that today, I had a little bit of time for personal reflecting, which I've come to do since I was little. Which I'm kind of happy I do cause it's a way to kind of understand who I am as a person. Well anyway I was thinking about myself today and I was thinking; first is I could stand to lose a bit of weight, I've been really letting myself go lately, I mean I know I wasn't a size 2, but I've gotten a little chubbier, so yeah I need to start droping some of my extra weight, second I've come to realize, which I've realized a good while ago, but yeah I'm a bit of teaser/ head gamer. I don't mean that I like to play head games, what I mean is I can tend to be a tease phsyically and mentally. Okay what I mean is like I'm a tease, but like my teasing also has a little bit of a mental thing to it. Like I kind of know what to say to kind of get you where I want you in a sense, to help coincide with the teasing. Plus it's also hard for me to settle on one person. I think because I know I'm young and I don't think I should just settle with anyone, I think it's okay to....................... "Shop Around" in a sense as long as you maintain a certain barrier between you and the other people your casually seeing. Usually the people you casually date or whatever are like stepping stones or glowing stars that point you to where you ought to be and that is to the person right for you. The person that your going to let your barrier down to, the one who you let in to your inner soul, to make you whole. I can't wait to find that person, cause I know I'm going to absolutely adore them and they are going love me for me and nothing else. I wish I kind of had somebody to casually date now, atlast I am single and on the prowl. Hopefully i'll run into somebody interesting at the album release show on the 7th. Well g2g finish my video and get some sleep cause tomorrow is a brand new day and I need to take care of some stuff. TTyL
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