Okay, I know it's been awhile since I've been on here, and Im sorry for that. Life has been pretty crazy.

Well to start off with, I just want everyone to know, that yes my ex and I have had our problems, and all of you have heard about them. But we are trying to work things out together. We have had the best times together this past couple of days, I couldn't ask for anything more.

He had a job, and it fell thru due to car troubles. I was and still am soo proud of him for finding the job, I know it was a bad loss, but I know that he can get back out there and find another one. Now, he knows that someone will hire him, and it don't take much to get one, just getting out there and not giving up. Im going to be there to support him in finding a new job.

This monday is his birthday, and I hope to make it one of the best birthdays that he will never forget.

Well,, today i went out riding again with my mom, and it was the best time ever!
I got bucked off a horse when i was about 12yrs old, and ever since then i kept tellig myself that i wasnt ever going to get back on a horse, nor was i going to trust one again.
well i have been riding again, i have put my trust in horses again, just not all of it..
my mom is my insperation, if it wasnt for her, i dont think i would of ever gotten back on again.

im tired.. so more will come tomorrow after our joys of riding.. goodnight all