So this is gonna be my total-honesty-blog. I try to be honest in other blogs, but my friends are on them too, and they just make me feel guily for feeling bad. Like I want to. I understand that... Read More
Posted by: StareAsMyWorldDivides on 2007-12-18 05:14:37
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Somethimes, when I'm in class, or talking to someone, or doing anything else, I get the urge to run to the bathroom and slice myself open, to tear every inch of skin until there's nothing left of... Read More
Posted by: StareAsMyWorldDivides on 2007-12-20 09:50:37
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Since I was twelve, I had therapy. At first it was family counseling, me and my mother in a room with a psychologist trying to figure out why we were constantly on eachothers'  throats. After... Read More
Posted by: StareAsMyWorldDivides on 2007-12-20 14:27:42
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So it's the 24th of december, tomorrow is Christmas, my mother's birthday and the day we all have to be jolly-merry-happy. I don't really like Christmas but I don't hate it either -it just seems... Read More
Posted by: StareAsMyWorldDivides on 2007-12-24 06:36:43
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..it wasn't jolly good fun, but it was okay. Especially the first day, with my aunt and uncle, since I just love them to death. I'm always surprised by their sinceer interest in me and my parents.... Read More
Posted by: StareAsMyWorldDivides on 2007-12-27 11:45:01
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And after my pretty good after-christmas-day, I fell down. I fell into that pitchblack place, where nothing exists except the craving, the wanting to cut. Everything else kind of fades to... Read More
Posted by: StareAsMyWorldDivides on 2007-12-28 11:23:48
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