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..I stumbled across last night. It was a saturdaynight, and I went out, to this place I go alot with live bands and so on, lot of people I know. And it's excactly that, there's people I know . That's it. I go there...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-23 08:24:21 |
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insecurity depression self harm
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It's been a while Explicit Content
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since I posted here.
I was caught up living like a zombie, I guess. Right now I'm stressing out completely because of tests coming up this week, and it's really important an I can't focus and I'm afraid I'll fail...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-18 09:36:33 |
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explicit content? Explicit Content
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i just noticed some of my posts have a bright red 'explicit content' label. Okay..
That said, right now I'm crying. I'm home alone(again) and even though i dont really like spending time with my famil...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-20 17:21:29 |
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So uhm Explicit Content
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here's the thing. I feel like total XXXXX, I'm sort of fighting with my best friend cause she's always telling me to think positive but that XXXXX doesn't work and it feels like she's correcting me and it sucks so i got ki...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-10 12:38:42 |
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Send away the tigers Explicit Content
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So I'll explain a little bit more about the relationship my mother and I have. My parents divorced in 2002, so that's 5 years and about 5 months ago. Ever since I was a kid, I loathed my father. I didn't know why, I just...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-03 11:26:32 |
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Falling
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And after my pretty good after-christmas-day, I fell down.
I fell into that pitchblack place, where nothing exists except the craving, the wanting to cut. Everything else kind of fades to background noise, colours turn grey and everything is ugly. I realize how I'll never get what I want, how......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-28 11:23:48 |
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So that was Christmas
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..it wasn't jolly good fun, but it was okay. Especially the first day, with my aunt and uncle, since I just love them to death. I'm always surprised by their sinceer interest in me and my parents. They don't ask stuff because it's socially right to do so, they only ask things if they really want......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-27 11:45:01 |
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The day before Christmas Explicit Content
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So it's the 24th of december, tomorrow is Christmas, my mother's birthday and the day we all have to be jolly-merry-happy. I don't really like Christmas but I don't hate it either -it just seems sort of hypocritycal to c...Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-24 06:36:43 |
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About the doctors
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Since I was twelve, I had therapy. At first it was family counseling, me and my mother in a room with a psychologist trying to figure out why we were constantly on eachothers' throats. After a while, I got my own therapist -well, she was kind of a social worker, but the idea of having......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-20 14:27:42 |
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Somethimes, when I'm in class, or talking to someone, or doing anything else, I get the urge to run to the bathroom and slice myself open, to tear every inch of skin until there's nothing left of me, except a bloody, gory mess. I want to slice off pieces of my skin, watch the blood drip down to......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-20 09:50:37 |
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Self Injury Freak Depression Anxious
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