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| Verbal Harrasment X| |
Theres somebody out in this world that i havent talked to at all
an di hate him with a pation
His Name is Chris
and he can do what hes pretching
He keeps telling my Bf to kill him self cuase all he is , is just a waste of life
Those are the kinda people i hate
Not just cuase hes threating my bf but becuases hes doing it
cuase my bf is "emo"
best way to describe it
even though i hate admitting that word
or nevermind saying
anyways i hate anybody
whos got a problem with people who hurt themselfs
me and my bf were walking down the halls in lunch, cuase really now of us eat :P
anyways we were walking
and mind you i have never seen this chris kid
only Cam has told me about him
anyways yeah i see this red head kid walking down the halls
hes really big and has long hair
hes near another big kid with i think black hair
they dont look to friendly
the red hair kid got a look at me and then my bf
and fliped him off and told him to end it all
My bf just looked the other way
i think he was embarrased
"who was that??"
I asked after they had vanished....
"Chris"
I look back...
"Well he can go fucking drown himself"
I mumbled bastard under my breath
and we contuined walking
Two days passed
and i'll be sitting with my friends in the lunch room
And Chris and his friends walk by
Its like hes haunting me
i see him every where i go
and he isnt hard to forget
i just look down
but i can hear them laughing and swearing
to unheard words
about another day later
after getting off the phone with my bf
he had gone to bed
but i was still on Aim
i was going through the internet
when my bf signs on.....
he doesnt i/m me at first
which upsets me cuase maybe he didnt want to talk to me anymore so he got off the phone
and wen ton Aim
when he did i/m
he said "sami"
which wasnt ussally of him he just started i/ming me saying "Looovvvee yoouu"
but he has i.med me saying that before
so i answered
my normal hello
whatcha doin?
he said
for some reason it didnt feel like a normal conversation
i didnt have that same sense he was there
it felt awkward talking to him
like i barely knew him
anyways i said sitting on my bed
and he didnt answer
and ussally he does
so i was getting worried maybe he didnt like me anymore
and he was gunna break up with me....
so i got sad
he then said
guesse what
?
was my response
"this isnt cam"
and now i knew all my fears of him breaking up with me were gone
just another fear went through my head
who was this
i aksed very poliotly who it was
and he wouldnt answer me
so i started getting angry
and swearing to him
and he swore right back
he started calling me a bitch
and a whore
and how nobody cared about me
and that i should go jump off a bridge
and at first i was strong
and going at him
calling him these things
but after awhile i started beliving what this stranger was saying
and i didnt have the will to stop talking to him
so it progressed
and progressed
and at the end of it all
i wanted to die
curl up in a ball
and suficate
i was ready to do it
but i didnt
i signed off
and now the conversation could never be brought up
for proof
or his verbal harrasment
:/
whatever i guess
I had a feeling it was chris
it was the only person i could think of
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