Last night was another night filled with emptiness and silence.  No words spoken, no looks exchanged.  I try to reach over and touch him, he rejects me.  But...I enjoyed a night of watching "First Wives Club", I love that movie.  Then I put on my headphones and drifted off to sleep.  How long will this last? 

He did, at least, enjoy the evening with the children.  I heard them laughing and playing, both his children and mine.  So that was a relief.  At least he can still laugh, even if it's not with me.  So many questions with no answers.

Oh well, today I plan to take a road trip and go visit my family for the weekend.  That will be nice until they want to talk about what's going on.  I really don't want to face that conversation, because I really don't know. 

Well, as I read my scripture this morning, this is my Word...

"Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth.  I did not come to bring peace but a sword.  For I have come to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; and 'a man's enemies will be those of his own household'. ~ Matthew 10:34-36

It is a spiritual battle going on.  And I plan to fight "My" fight with the Word of God.  And God says to love.  So, I STILL love my husband.

Those who have the eyes to see let them see : )

Have a wonderful day.

My Thoughts.