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All my life I was skinny. When I turned 15, I started to fill out. And maybe a little too much in some places. I was a size five till I was 21. Once I turned 21, I don't know what happened. I think it was stress. I went down to a size 1 in like, I'd say 2 months. At first I thought it was okay. I was finally thinner...u know how we're never satisfied..but then my mom started to question me and soon other family members followed. But remember, I was now smoking weed but i was also living in a little trailor the size of my dining area. Of a one bedroom apartment. That's very small. Ok, I had been kicked out of my house, began working graveyard...yeah, I was pretty thin..I could barely afford to feed myself due to a high "rent" bill. And I was working part time. My fam assume the worst. I admit to smoking weed. Bottom line. Only weed. Anyhow, whatever... it's now almost 3 years later and I'm still thin. I just had a baby in February and you can't tell. Now that I have trouble gaining weight, I remember all the reasons I wanted to..
1. I was a fat ass.                         1.Now I'm not
2. It was acceptable.                     2. This is not
3. I didn't like the way my
body looked.                                  3.Boobs didn't go down. *phew*
4.I really filled out my clothes     4. my stomach is super flat. no sit ups. *phew*
5.my face looked fuller...             5. Do I look older ? hmmm... no, just tired
6. seemed more youthful           6. seem more serious
 And the list goes on. Well, either way, if I stay thin or gain my weight back, I'd be happy either way.
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Posted by SpaceyCadett on 2008-05-22 02:15:22 | Rating: | Views: 56
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I can't gain weight either. I seemed to lose weight. I am 102 lbs and I am 20 yrs old. Do you know how small that is? Its hard for me to gain weight. I think that is good that i have great metabolism.
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Posted by Plakola
on 2008-05-22 10:25:43
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