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the title explains the mess im in, i tried not to do it ever again and i had tried others ways to deal with my pain hurt and anger but it finally went to far and i went back to my old ways except stupid me went and did it on my lower under arm and now i have to wear my dressing gown ever minute im in the house and a jacket constantly when im out, i hate the scabs on my arms and im dreading the scars on my arms but just for the 5 minutes it takes i get a relief a flood of warmth through me and i now crave that feeling that i keep doing it everyday and i dont know how to kick the habbit i dont even know if i want to tho to be honest its the only time in my day that i get a warm happy feeling so should i stop or just carry it on!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted by Soul_trader on 2008-05-05 17:15:59 | Rating: | Views: 79
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Cutting is an addiction. It is so hard to give up. I went 4 1/2 months without cutting and had to cave, but since that day I caved I have been cut free. That was my final cut, the final time that I will cut. That last scar will always be a part of me. I know the pain that you are going through, and I know that cutting is a way of life for you, and its just as bad as giving up drugs. You just want to feel that pain in your arm, see the blood gushing out. Another thing I see is you are not ready to give up quite yet, you have to let everyone see what you did, and be willing to go outside without a jacket and be willing to talk to people if they ask about the scars.
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Posted by louddrums93
on 2008-06-24 14:16:46
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