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Imprisoned by Guilt
I can't seem to find the words to say just how I feel The pain is ever growing since they put you on that hill I stop by to say I miss you almost every day I pray that God above will soon take this hurt away I can still see you lying there among that crumpled heap I wish......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-01 12:59:09 | Rating:

| Views: 137 | Comments: 6 | Tags: death guilt

Dark Day
Well im having a dark day again having more of these than i am bright days, you know when people suffer from depression and broderline personality and borderline skitzophrenia and someone that you think loves you has a tongue like a sharp piece of glass opens there mouth, they speak with you......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-04 12:17:33 | Rating:

| Views: 112 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Depression Suicide

Pathetic excuse for a women
I mean i feel this alot right i am so pathetic and lame my body couldnt even carry a child full term and my pathetic body killed my baby killed my partners daughter i mean how am i meant to live with this sort of body looking at it and knowing what it did to her and hwo much it ruined my life......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-10 18:45:15 | Rating:

| Views: 61 | Comments: 1 | Tags: depression death suicide

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-12 14:43:11 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 2 | Tags: poetry depression

Mental Abuse
How does someone who feels mentally abused for a year break free? how do they make the first jump of getting free? maye someone out there can answer the questions and help me help an individual into a safer and happier life Soul x...Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-18 22:38:11 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 0 | Tags: ALL

found a lump
well i was getting washed the other day and i found a lump on my left breast initially i was shocked but i just let it go over my head but my partner was admimint i got it checkec so i went to the docters on wednesday and he took my bloods now im waiting for results and even tho its probably......Read More