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Soul_trader's Blogs in February 2008

Completly Fed Up
Well he drank again last night and i let him thinking he would be ok but no i was stupid, it started just after three he was drunk and looking for an argument, earlier on that night i had been clearing up his cans and i was really really bursting for the toilet and there was no bin bag in the bin......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-01 05:56:16 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 1 | Tags: relationships

Complicated
Why cant life be easy ish why does life have to carry so much hearache and pain, why is it you see murders and nasty people who get locked up in prisons lead easier lifes than us people who do nothing wrong in life, why is it i am the one person in my family to go through the heartache all this......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 19:58:38 | Rating:

| Views: 58 | Comments: 0 | Tags: depression

Death instead of pointless pain!!
Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 20:14:29 | Rating:

| Views: 124 | Comments: 5 | Tags: poetry depression suicide

MEN
Aplogies in advance for my rant as i know all men are not like this but right now i feel they are. they are cold, heartless and llok after only number one as long as they get,hear and see what they want they are happy and everything is fine, few cans of larger and the aggression comes out, i hate......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-18 01:35:28 | Rating:

| Views: 75 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Men

Long time no blog
well its been a while since i last blogged had so much going on in my life and in my head its been un-real you to try and think it back and try and remember all i want to say is to hard its not that i forget everything after it has happend its the fact in my head i have a filing cabnet yeh and in......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-25 23:40:28 | Rating:

| Views: 47 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Rant

Going Going Gone
This life sucks I'm tired of the mess Just go- I don't want to be like the rest I don't want to be so nice I just want to be cold Saved from all emotion Saved from all stereotypical molds Because loving has been fruitless It only leads to hate And I don't even want......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-26 14:27:25 | Rating:

| Views: 75 | Comments: 3 | Tags: Depression

Fuck it all
Fuck this Fuck you Fuck everything And all the shit you put me through Fuck the world Fuck the pain Fuck everything you stand for Because I don't give a fuck about the fame Fuck your insecurities Fuck your smug smile Fuck your happiness that I promised So just......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-26 14:32:15 | Rating:

| Views: 136 | Comments: 12 | Tags: depression

What is a soul mate??????????/
Ok so im in a predicament, maybe someone can help me here, Is it possible to be in love with one person but then also feel someone else is your soul mate??????????? ...Read More