Sign Up |  Login

     
 
    My Blog |  Popular Posts |  Top 100 Blogs |  Recent Blogs |  Random Blogs |  Write a Blog |  Manage Categories  
Soul_trader's Profile
Links

      User Profile

      User's Friends

      User's Blogs

      User's Photos

      User's Videos

      User's Podcasts

      User's Polls

      User's Surveys

   Soul_trader's Blogs
Cutting
One by one..the minutes creep by In darkness I sit, as I hopelessly cry Cutting into my arms, with this little blade It makes me feel better, to express my pain A little scratch here..a knick or two there In hidden spots..or maybe everywere Boiling over..there's......Read More
Posted on: 2008-09-16 20:14:58 |  Rating: | Views: 44 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poetry  deprression  suicide 
am i Explicit Content
Am i a bad person? A XXXXX? Have i commited such an awful crime yet not realised i have? My whole life is falling apart right in front of me and nothing i can do is going to stop it, everything i want and love is moving further and further away from me or leaving me all together, i thought i......Read More
Posted on: 2008-09-12 16:21:51 |  Rating: | Views: 16 | Comments: 0 | Tags: depression 
my world destroyed Explicit Content
Well what can i say im still trying to cope with the death of my daughter now aalthough it was nearly 2 years ago things dont get any easier, and now me and dp are on the rocks really bad, infact so bad he is going on a long holiday to see family abroad and i just know once he gets on that......Read More
Posted on: 2008-09-12 11:46:57 |  Rating: | Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life depression  
Am Explicit Content
Im not sure i even believe in karma or a religion yet but i get the gist of things that basically what goes around comes around and to be honest i must be the worst living human possible if them sayings are true, i had m y happiness taken away from me over 17 months ago and still it has not been......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-12 16:15:31 |  Rating: | Views: 48 | Comments: 2 | Tags: confused 
Everyone gets it first!! Explicit Content
Im pretty sure im not the only one who thinks this!!! In your life when you want something so so bad and you would actually give anything for it, yet no matter how much you sacrafice or work towards your goal you never seem to get there then everyone else around you, inlcuidng......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-07 01:26:10 |  Rating: | Views: 51 | Comments: 2 | Tags: suicide  life 
MEN (Rant) Explicit Content
Why is it men are so thick they dont realise what they have until they are about to loose it, then when things go back to normal ish they totaly abuse the situation again! now i know this next bit isn't with men but my i diot of a so calld partner feels the need to have as many female friends as......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-06 04:10:10 |  Rating: | Views: 49 | Comments: 4 | Tags: relationships 
Within
This thought comes almost everyday, We have become close friends as we were one in the same. Then soon enough it will be the end I cry almost every minute So much pain, so much hurt My feelings and memories are like a hurricane. I'm alone, scared during this storm and as the tears run......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-05 11:39:43 |  Rating: | Views: 69 | Comments: 2 | Tags: suicide  poetry 
back Explicit Content
Well i havent wrote in ages now was taking some time out to look aat my XXXXX life, it seems to me all i ever do is moan and winge, when really im not that type of gal just at this moment in time my life is a joke and has sweet XXXXX all going on it, iv been with my partner for nearly 3 years......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-04 13:29:10 |  Rating: | Views: 22 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life 
Shout & Scream Explicit Content
i am so so so so angry right now i just want to scream at the top of my lungs, i hate him so so much he does nothing but mentally abuse me treat me like XXXXX, we had an argument last night cause i went to a friends house and had a quiet drink with the girls and watched sum dvds, well he had a......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-13 11:26:10 |  Rating: | Views: 29 | Comments: 0 | Tags: furious 
Cutting
the title explains the mess im in, i tried not to do it ever again and i had tried others ways to deal with my pain hurt and anger but it finally went to far and i went back to my old ways except stupid me went and did it on my lower under arm and now i have to wear my dressing gown ever......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-05 17:15:59 |  Rating: | Views: 86 | Comments: 2 | Tags: cutting 

                  1 2 3 4 5 Next >
   Blog Information
Blog Categories

 Nothing found

Blog Archive

 September 2008 (3)
 August 2008 (5)
 June 2008 (1)
 May 2008 (2)
 April 2008 (5)
 March 2008 (6)
 February 2008 (8)
 January 2008 (16)

Comment Archives

 August 2008 (2)
 June 2008 (1)
 March 2008 (11)
 February 2008 (6)
 January 2008 (6)

Author's Links

 No links found