My sleep pattern is destroyed. Because i was up all of last night crying, i was ridiculously tired by 6pm, and slept until 2am. It's 7.11am now. I've got uni in a bit so i shan't be sleeping until tonight.
I recovered a little, and didn't cry again which was good. I went into town for a bit and did some shopping. I suppose its good for me to get out and take my mind off of things. Apart from that i havn't done a lot.
Fran (the girl i kind of started dating) is annoying me too. She was lovely and flirty and everything in the first week we met, but since then, there's 'something on her mind' and all she does is whinge. I can't take it. It's not the topic of conversation that should be occurring when you're starting to date! Regardless, i've enough of my own problems right now, without trying to help out somebody whom i barely know. So fuck it.
I have uni in a bit, it's a decent lecture, so it should be ok. Seeing sarah again will also be nice. We're going into town for a bit afterwards. I don't know if its a good idea, but at least i won't be alone. It should be fun :)
My feelings are still very mixed about stuff, but i know i'll get through it. My glass is half full. I shall sort out my weekend so that it is full of stuff to do with friends upon my return. I don't want to be sat around moping!
Also, one of my best friends who has been in Australia for about 4 months is coming home in about 5 weeks. YES. that is definitely something for me to look forward. We've already planned to go out for a drink when he lands and complain about girls. sounds good to me :D
I've started playing poker again aswell this morning. man, i love this game. heh.
Hopefully by the time i write my next blog, my eyes will be just as dry :)