OK, I've had it. I think I'm gonna go ahead and move the fuck out of here. I can not get along with my roommate for shit. He's an arrogant control freak. What I do need to say is if I do leave, I might once again be left without you all .
That sucks.
Logging on to Thoughts is really the only thing I look forward to every morning. (Oh, besides my booze..lol) I realize that by leaving I am going to fuck up more, but I don't care. Unfortunately, I have to explain why I plan on leaving to my 16 year old son who has enough problems. I JUST CAN'T handle people that think they are God and treat me like a piece of shit. Like I said in my last blog...fuck him. I came back here for 2 reasons: 1. Because I knew my son needed me here and since I don't drive it's hard for me to see him. He lives like 20 miles away, and 2. Because I was told if I continue to drink heavy I will probably die, and I knew if I was here around my son I would slow down. But FUCKIN' A!!!! I can't take this shit anymore. I am a person. I don't need anyone to make me feel like a piece of shit. I do a good enough job of that myself.
Soooo...if I end up leaving(not sure how this is gonna pan out) just know that I will do everything I can to keep in touch. I love you all so much:)
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