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This is it.
I should've started this journal a long time ago instead of being lazy and wanting to write everything I could ever imagine now. It's entirely too much going on in my life now and any day I could have a nervous break down. For starters im in love. Love is such a confusing thing, but yet I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 23:54:41 | Rating:

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Trying it again
It started like this. When we got back together and decided that we would try this again and not let anyone get in the way... It was hard starting over. At first I didnt know if I could start over, due to the fact that he left in the first place for her. He swore that it wasnt about her,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-11 13:00:06 | Rating:

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Silent Sufferings
How can you continue to love someone, who you gave everything to, when you found out that they may have gotten someone they left you for pregnant? What do you do when yall both are happy again (well at least one is) but then the whole time you are smiling, there is this dark secret one is......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-11 13:23:04 | Rating:

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What is LOVE
I blame, romance novels, movies, music, and tv. This picture of love that the society has painted sucks. It's not true. It's not. The whole time we are out here looking for happy endings, riding along the coast with the top down and sun setting, on some emotional high that quickly......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-11 13:52:58 | Rating:

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I dont care?
Im so freakin angry right now, i could really kick her ass right about now. I have never met a dude who reniggs so much. It's almost as if it's like "ima say it right now.. just so she will hush." Some times I honestly think I have crossed over from love to hate. He blames me saying......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-11 23:18:11 | Rating:

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Emotions
I wish I could be completely happy...but I still hurt. I wish that I was dreaming...but im awake I wish that I could've said "no"...but I said "yes." I wish you wouldnt have chosen me....but you did I wish I could take it all back....but i cant I wish I wasnt......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-13 17:23:17 | Rating:

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Lost Without You
As in the words of Robin Thicke,"Im lost without you, cant help myself..." Right about now that's what Im feeling. Everyday I have to question myself, "why me?" "Why her?" He's been missing, for two days now and im lost! I dont know what Im supposed to do. He......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-23 17:06:06 | Rating:

| Views: 79 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Life relationships broken heart

Selfish
Let's start by correcting ya tone Lower ya finger, don't be comin' at me With condescending demeanor We both know that ya dead wrong And what makes it worse you don't even have the nerve To ever say that you're sorry You're never wrong and i'm never right and You win all the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-26 20:57:25 | Rating:

| Views: 63 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Lyrics relationship

I Gave You Life!!!
How is it that you can be with someone for soooo long and say that you love them, say you want to be with them no matter what, ask them to stay by your side when times get hard, help you raise a kid that's not yours and happened to come during a brief break we took. How is that you can have a......Read More