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Chaos and Madness
The room was silent. The kind of silence reserved for crypts. Joey in Myrtle beach, Rob and Terry in the field, Jay out to lunch. I am left alone. The whole floor to myself. A preview of life to come. The elders no longer speak of leaving in hushed whispers. They have slowly started shouting it......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-05 18:33:19 | Rating:

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STEPPING OFF THE LEDGE
The GAT rate is changing. I don’t know the exact number…it does not impact me directly. However, it does impact all of my coworkers. My entire crew. My boys. Men I have known for years. Men that have adopted me- they have taken care of me. Gone. In an instant. I knew everyone would......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-12 23:36:40 | Rating:

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My Maria
Storm clouds have formed over the horizon. Dark and black…promising another storm. More rain. We have had at least one thunderstorm every single day for a month and half. The lower valleys have been flooded repeatedly. Maria is going to Richmond. Scouting for a place to live. Her......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-13 07:22:54 | Rating:

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An Uncomfortable Silence
I have read that an Uncomfortable Silence is an important ingredient to a new relationship. I have read this. I experienced several uncomfortable silences in my time….none of them have lead to a good relationship. A Comfortable silence on the other hand…that is the stuff. I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-13 21:55:44 | Rating:

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He Who Keeps His Promises
For seven and one half years Joey promised to take me fishing. Every summer I would talk about it and every other week he would promise that he was going to take me fishing. He would tell me he would pick me up at such and such time. I would get everything ready…three hours before go......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-14 22:55:02 | Rating:

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Another Day
On Monday morning I expected it would be awkward. I arrived at work before him. I was standing in the hall talking to Al, when he walked in. He smiled as soon as he saw me. He stood with me and talked to Al. Al did most of the talking. He’s a talker. Funny- Randy didn’t really......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-16 22:03:08 | Rating:

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Defective
He called me Wednesday morning again Wednesday afternoon. Dinner was okay. We sat and laughed and talked some more. At the end of the evening he hugged me. It was this timid shy quiet little hug. He called me 3 times on Thursday. He planned to be off on Friday, taking his daughter to the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-19 23:45:24 | Rating:

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The Competition
Randy called me this morning. Told me he was up most the night thinking about me. He had to work. He has his daughter today. I had planned to attend a local wine festival with Maria. We go every year. We talked for a little while. He promised he would call me later. I was distracted when I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-20 20:48:19 | Rating:

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SEX
I missed him terribly on Saturday. He called me Saturday night and asked if he could come by and go fishing again. I told him yes. I had it all planned out in my head. As fate would have it….I had just started my period. If he came over and things got a little heated…I would......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-22 21:03:31 | Rating:

| Views: 88 | Comments: 4 | Tags: MEN LOVE SEX

Progression
He met me at the door on Monday. I tried not to be weird. I felt uncomfortable. He called me 4 or 5 times that day. A nice kissing session right before I left work- the only upside of being the last human on my floor is I can smooch on Randy with no one seeing me. Dinner plans on Tuesday......Read More