(this is for you 26VAN this is how you inspired me so much... this is how you give meaning to my life)
Body trembling, heart pounding,
Will dying, courage escaping,
Hands shaking, feet numbing,
Was hell that I was feeling,
What am I to do – standing here?
Why am I filled with fear?
I thought courage I could summon,
I thought courage I could summon.
Now I want to leave the battlefield,
Coz the rats in me run yield,
Body trembling seconds run I am weak,
Heart pounding will dies courage it takes.
No hope? Yeah left, so alone.
No chance of hope to dawn,
Walking slowly away I am,
Because realization now come.
You then came with a smile,
A gesture that burst the flame in me,
Hope victoriously came in style,
It dramatically came with thee.
Saw you under the mist,
A light you behold amidst,
Surging indignation was against,
Didn’t know what to do bust haste.
On my path thorns prick,
My skin burst forth of pain,
Enemies waiting for their trick,
Still move never knowing my gain.
Saw your light that lit dim,
Heart so tired and wavering
Knees so weak but will still in flame,
My body knows am already dying.
“That light” I said brings me joy,
On the sea of death it’s a buoy,
My body now numb in pain,
Still I don’t know my gain.
Saw your figure and the world grew clear,
Dragged my body to draw near,
Ah, you I saw,
With your simple smile that glow.
I stand to adore you my princess,
I stand and wait for you to see me,
To look back and accept me,
Who’s dreaming that you, I could caress.