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just something i thought id write

every day i feel the strain of the world around. all the pressure people place upon one another. i feel it from my parents, from my friends, and from complete strangers who dont know me. everyday i feel the expectations that were placed before me weighing down on me as i fail to reach them. i feel the pain ive caused others and the joy ive caused them to have too. i people always ask me what im looking at when im just sitting there staring out the window and i answer nothing just sort of zoned off but what im really looking at is all the pain, all the sorrow, all the new beginnings, all the happiness in the world. im looking at something i can not see, something i can not touch but i know its out there and i know what it can do. everyday when im asked what am i doing i tell them thinking. they ask what am i thinking bout and i tell them just enough like im thinkin bout the love of my life or what i want to eat. but theres so much more im thinking bout. im thinkin bout what will tomorrow bring. will our past affect our future in a good way or a bad way. is there anything that can be done to stop the wars that are going on around the world. is religion really real. is god just a thought put into slaves minds to give them hope or is he really real. is there such things as supernatural forces that control the things we do or the things that have yet to happen. if we knew our future would we still pursue it. why exactly are our friends, family, neighbors fellow americans still at war. why exactly do our actions affect people so much.